"how terribly sad it was that people were made in such a way that they get used to something as extraordinary as living."
i've been missing b a lot these past few days.
the stress of balancing 16 credits + an internship + 4 jobs + a social life is starting to set in, and one more month without him is just less than ideal.
a month just seems so far away.
i know it's better than the 4 months we've already accomplished, but right now, 4 weeks is just looming over my head.
but in this state of constantly looking ahead, i'm missing out on now.
sure, i see the pretty trees starting to change, and i feel the crisp air on my face the moment i walk out the door in the morning, but i'm not really drinking it in.
i'm wishing my days away.
i don't want to be that person that stops admiring the beauty and stops being thankful for every moment; i don't want to get used to living.
this is my reminder to myself to get out there and live.
whether my best friend is by my side or not, i need to live.
this last month alone will be the best month yet.
i'm going to soak up every last drop of my wonderful life.