i wonder if it's possible to have a love affair that lasts forever

i had like half of a post typed out 

and then i realized the whole thing was far too whiny for my personal taste.

i try not to be a complainer.

nobody likes a complainer.

and really, i'm super optimistic and relaxed.

so i'll act like it.

i'm done with school!!!!!!!!!

junior year of college= easy peasy.

and next year will be even easier.

thank sweet baby Jesus that my major is both interesting and a breeze all at once.

i don't usually like to admit it, but i'm kind of a lazy person.

that combined with the facts that i have no patience and i get distracted super easy...

well, i'm not the model citizen i suppose.

butttt i'm done.

woo.

now it's just relaxin with my boo 

[yuck, did i really just call him that?]

until he ships off to serve our country.

countdown: 5 days.

but we have lots planned between now and then, so don't even worry.

then i start working full time at my school job.

then i leave for france!!!

4 weeks from today, i'll be packing last minute stuff in my suitcase, 

getting ready to hop on a jet plane the next day.

i'm ignoring the fact that this is a study abroad program, and pretending it's a 

lay on the beach, stroll around the country side, live like a french girl program.

let me dream, okay?

jeesh, so many words. let's transition to a super pretty picture.

from here

this is what i feel like tonight for some reason.

except not quite as pretty.

i have a pretty bad headache, so i'm sporting the glasses, crazy hair and sweats.

hott.

anyways, i have a movie date to get to.

luckily it's at my friend's apartment ten steps away.

later dudes.

-wildchild